mcmc

I'm in the same boat Repetaer6.

I started this fprogram when I was young. Thought it would give me an edge in my career. Left couple of jobs because of my new borns. While taking care of them, instead of enjoying life, I used to read this crap and run home when my babies were about to take a nap-so that I could read when they take a nap!!!!

I have rejected good consulting jobs which came in May because "I want to study for this crap"
I repeatedly found myself not passing and not having a job in June. I have missed weddings, birthdays, arranging sleepovers for my kids in May and participating in when their big projects are due -in May.
Couple of years I could not take the exam because somehow I was sick on that day.

To top off everything I have gone through, my family and friends-and particularly my husband- are not supportive- you can't pass-just give it up kind of an attitude-wasting money and time with something you can't achieve!

And I have become a worrier after all these-crushing every resistance in sight! I am a spider who tries and tries again to climb on the wall till it gets there!! Is your commitment- willpower less than common spider ??!! Quitting or even listening to what people say is irrelevant at this point. We have come a looooooonnnnggggg way to give up now - NO WAY

How is that for motivation?